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1 posts from July 2015

Behind this silence, so much life

Berlin-apartment

And in this silence, how life has thrummed on! This space has been in my thoughts always as I go about work and life, as I move through the city. Life - this season - feels between two moments: sowing and harvesting. What will everything become?

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Briefly, hardly daring to believe it, I mentioned that we might have found a home. Out of a contracting set of options for where we might live, we seemed to have found a flat that ticked all our boxes. For once, we quashed our fears and leapt. When would we next find a space worth leaping towards? With S at school and our work lives stable, the moment had arrived.

Belvedere-potsdam

Meanwhile, the sunny season beckoned, louder than ever. I woke to the sound of birds; light glimmered through the blinds when I woke, and I ached for space and air unpunctuated by Brandschutzmauer and roads.

Allotment-potsdam

On a whim, I looked for free allotments in Potsdam. A few weeks later - we could hardly believe it! - a garden was ours.

Yami-yami-review

I have gone on eating, discovering, savoring. Writing about restaurants elsewhere than on my blog has felt good. I was delighted to write two restaurant reviews for Zitty, on Yami Yami and Stella.

Rathaus-schoneberg

Sky-berlin-dusk

Foraged-plate

Within all this, I go on wanting to fold this summer into a box, like a silk scarf that holds in its fibres all the freshness of these days, to take out and inhale in January. The park, the lake, the walk, the sky: these, too consume me.

What will everything become? I begin to sense a line, to trust a future. A harvest season might have begun.